RIP Grandma

My Grandma died very recently - She fell and broke her hip and shoulder, and during the surgery there was a blod clot, causing a stroke. Later in the day she had a heart attack. She was in a coma for days, and when she came out she had lost the ability to speak and could only move her eyes and one arm. She held on for much longer than the doctors thought she would, but she started pulling the tubes out and eventually she passed away. As sad as I am that she's gone, i'm very glad she's out of pain. She was in a LOT of it, and they wouldn't give her morphine because of legal reasons which I think is BULL. She was in PAIN. :/
The Wake wasn't bad actually - I loved seeing family that I hadn't seen in a long time - my cousin Matt I hadn't seen in YEARS.. as in, 7 or so! Kieran ran around being adorable, so that was a happy distraction. The funeral, however, was horrible. Seeing so many people I love cry and feel so miserable was heartbreaking. I hated it, so much. And of course, in the middle, my nose decided it had to start gushing out blood. Thank you for that, nose. When they buried her, I gave Kieran a flower and he threw it into the grave (and he's only 19 months!) it was sad, but very very cute. He really is a blessing.
So, RIP Grandma<3